Dear God, Serial Killers….Monster’s on the Prowl

Dear God,

I feel like I am almost a dust particle in this great big world sometimes. I know that You are privy to each and every thought that crosses my mind, as well as the all-knowing God, who is aware of every single hair that is upon my head. I also know that this world is a massive part of the universe in man’s perspective, but miniscule to the galaxy.

It is with these thoughts that I become hyper aware of just how much evil can invade one’s living quarters. If we were to put it into mathematical equivalencies, and we have, it evokes a sense of horror within our souls. We are living among some of the most violent and criminally belligerent serial killers of all time. We are tracking them through the means of profilers, and analysts that are collecting data that shows where and when these monsters are attacking their victims. The sad part of this dilemma, is that they are everywhere. There is no state, no country, no island, that provide an escape from the demented minds of those who want to devour their prey.

I am keenly aware that today’s population has a greater understanding of this, mostly due to television, and movies. They portray men, and occasionally women, who believe that they are somehow unjustly mocked by either an event to their past, or a traumatic, more recent event. This triggers a response in them to find a victim that must suffer, because they are suffering. Usually an innocent, quite undeserving bystander, who has no idea what is lurking behind the shadows, lying in wait for the attack. This is a scenario with deadly repercussions.

It is also being studied that, not only is man becoming a more predatory killer, but the beast that roam the land and the waters as well. In criminal profiling, mathematical equations are used to determine where the attacks are more likely to occur and at what time a victim is more likely to be captured or blitzed.  Scientist are using monitoring satellite systems of research to track great white sharks. They can determine where they are swimming, where they feed, how deep they swim, and where they prowl for their victims. This is giving man a greater understand of how our world is changing. Even if the population of great white sharks are not increasing in numbers on our coastlines, we are seeing more attacks being documented. We are able to determine where and when killers prey on others,and attack their victims.  Therefore, we are becoming more informed in an attempt to prevent those horrific events. We must understand that we are increasing in knowledge, and that is exactly what the prophets predicted, when they were inspired by Your words to scribe in the bible.

This is mind-blowing to those of us who live our lives in such a seemingly calm and boring lifestyle. But, we  must be aware that there are monsters that live among us, and eventually we are all possible prey.  For those who live a lifestyle that puts them at a greater risk factor than others, they must be aware that they could fall victim, much easier, and possibly more often, by being in the vacinty of a killer’s potential target range. It has been determined that those who frequent bars, and clubs, are more likely to be attacked and harmed physically, than those who are family oriented, and spend more of their hours at home or the office. I am intrigued by those who believe that they can never be effected by such monsters. They are so naive that they could never be persuaded by another to fall victim to an attack. We could ask those whom believed that same perception, but unfortunately, most are no longer with us.

I am the most concerned about a serial killer who has been roaming the earth and searching for his potential victims since the beginning of time. He has no conscience. He has no remorse. He has no regret for the lives that he has destroyed and for the remaining families who have to live with his deadly games of life and death. Satan has the ability to turn our lives into a literal nightmare in grand proportions. We are so unaware of him at times, that we allow his trickery to deceive us into making such poor decisions, that we fall into victim mode before we even realize what hit us. Just like Jack the Ripper, who performed blitz attacks on his prey. This monster must have had such an intellectual bond with Your evil enemy. The seemingly innocent looking, Ted Bundy, who charmed women into following him anywhere. We must remember that a similar stalker is out still walking among us, without our ability to see him as a dangerous threat either.

God, I have such a difficult time trying to understand why we must endure such vicious attacks and madness during our stay here on earth. I know that You are coming soon, and that we must be ready. We must be vigilant in our minds, and stay alert to all possible threats that will, undoubtedly come our way. We can see for ourselves, by just reading the newspaper in the morning, all of the monstrous acts that man perpetrates against another. It is heartbreaking and yet, we have to understand that we were completely warned of this in Your word. We know that as bad as this is….that it will only get worst before Your return.

I have to try to balance my understanding that You are my children’s safety net, against my fleshly worry for what this world has in store for them. I know that it is my job to make them aware of what will await them when they leave the protected nest of their home. I want them to  know that prayers are always heard, and that You will never leave them, no matter what. I do not want my children, or myself, to ever live  in fear. I want to live my life with great enthusiasm for a brighter future. I know that with the darkness that they enemy is using to subdue us into sin, that You also balance our lives with a light that brings joy and happiness. I can face tomorrow because I know You live today. I know that You died a horrific death, being nailed to a wooden cross. I know that they savagely beat You, and tortured You until You drew Your final breathe. It is unconscionable to believe that today we still live among those same type of men, who also murder the innocent. I cry for them and pray for their families now. Give them a peace that passes understanding and show them the hope that comes with accepting Your greatest gift- –Salvation.

I pray for the ability to thwart the killer of mankind, and bring light into the darkest alley of man’s soul,

Gina

Dear God, Leaving a trail of bread crumbs….

Dear God,

I have to tell You how much I enjoyed finally being able to be at church yesterday. Between the massive amounts of snowfall, and my illness, it seems like an eternity since I have been able to be in the house of the Lord with my wonderful friends! Perhaps we tend to forget, at times,  just how hungry we are to hear Your word, that is preached to us, through the faithful Pastors that guide us. The soul can start to rumble with hunger, when we are without the nourishment of the bread of life that feeds our heart, minds and souls with the comfort food of spiritual strength. It fills us with a sustenance that can not come from the dinner table.

I have been so honored, and also amazed, at how You have placed different individuals into my path, by means of a social network, and by the letters that I write to You on a regular basis. I know that this is how I am able to share my heart with you, and also keep a lasting reminder of Your faithfulness to me in times of struggle, but also in times of great joy. I feel that this will be a lasting trail of faith, in my journey to honor You. When I receive an email or prayer request,  from someone who I don’t recognize immediately, I seem to scan my brain, over and over again, like a computer screen. I want to recall where and when our path’s have crossed.  When someone comes to me, and ask that I pray for them,  I am so humbled, and honored that they would entrust me with that opportunity to share my faith with them, so I immediately bring their name to You. I will always desire to be willing and able to lift the name of other’s to You, knowing with complete confidence,  that they will always receive the mercy and the glory that comes from a nurturing relationship with You, God.

I found myself amused yesterday, when I stopped to think about how much my life has changed in the past year. You have opened doors that I never would have considered available to me in the past. I am learning and growing in the knowledge that You are teaching me new life lessons every single day. I must always be open and willing to accept these new responsibilities, that come with that privilege. I have to understand that if a friend were to come to me, and ask for advice, or prayer, then I have to be ready to share with them, the love and Your words that always have the answers to life’s many query’s. You have ascended into heaven, but You left us with the book that is our field guide to understanding the ways and the truth that will instruct us in our daily living.  Our bodies require nourishment, but often we forget that our souls require it as well. The bread of life is found in the pages that were scribed so long ago, but have never faded in their wisdom of the ages. 

For those of us who feel very lost during certain times of our life, we may have the assurance that we can certainly find our way back to You, through the scriptures. We can virtually see the love that flows from those indelible pages. This bread of life will sustain us, until we can be reunited with You… once again…always and for eternity.

I am reminded of the childhood story of Hansel and Gretel. They left behind the bread crumbs, so that as they journeyed, they could find their way back home.  They intended it to be their trail, to return to their home, if lost in the woods. Having been sent away by an evil step-mother, stating that there wasn’t enough food to feed everyone. She sent them away with a bitterness that no child should have to endure. They were lured to a house that was made of gingerbread. The author used the significance of a home constructed of the very ingredients that would lure them with craved enticement. The same is said of Satan who knows just what is lacking in our lives, and uses it against us when we are at our weakest moments. When Jesus was wondering through the desert, it was Your enemy that taunted him with bread of nourishment for his feeble body. Commanding him to turn a stone into bread. He knew that in his weakness, he would be weary, and might be tempted to partake of it. But, not our Savior. No!, He fed on the word of God, and thwarted every attempt to beckon him into sin. The bread of life nourished His spirit and gave him the strength to fend off his most evil foe. How often does Satan use our weakest moments to provoke us with the things that would be so easily tempting? More often than we would probable care to admit.

I believe that You too, have given us such an adequate trail to follow when we too, have wondered too far from home, and  lost our way. I have always thought that teaching our children the word of God is the most valuable tool that we can equip them with. For when they feel lost or alone, or even fearful, they can recite the words of wisdom and of solace that bring an unexplainable peace to our hearts and mind. In John 6:35, Jesus declared, “I am the bread of life He who comes to me will never go hungry. In 1 Corinthians 11:23 we are reminded of when You were spending Your final moments with your treasured friends. You took the bread and broke it, telling them that this was Your body, which was given for them. You have given us a symbolic reference to remind us that You are all we need, and that You were broken, just as You broke bread with Your disciples, and gave of Yourself for the sins of the world.

 It is not the loaves of barley and wheat, but the deep, meaningful words that were spoken to sustain our life when nothing else will.

I am so grateful that when I am feeling lost and alone, and even in the times that I recall from my past, of feeling that I had drifted so far from my heavenly home— You left me a trail of breadcrumbs. A trail to follow, that brought nourishment to my soul, and that led me directly back to the home that I love so dearly. Each word that was spoken to my heart, through the words of the scripture, have filled me and made me whole again. I treasure each and every crumb of knowledge that You have given to me during my lifetime. I am so blessed in knowing that You have brought others to me, to share in this same knowledge and hope for tomorrow.

I will gladly share the trail of breadcrumbs that always lead us back to our Father, who awaits for his lost children to return home.

Thank You for leading me to my home, where I belong,

Gina

Dear God, Extreme Makeover: Spiritual Edition

Dear God,

As I lay in bed today, resting , I turned on the telly to see Ty Pennington, transform the life, of yet another family in need. His ability to construct a home, into something totally extreme is amazing to watch unfold in only seven days.  It is so inspiring to see how communities and volunteer’s from across the country, unite, to bring hope to those who have  been distraught with medical, financial, or emotional tragedies. To think, that there are so many individuals, willing to give up seven days of their life, to help someone else…this is truly EXTREME.

We all seem to find our lives so incredibly busy with work, family, and social activities, that we barely have time to care for the needs of our own loved ones. Should’nt each of us desire the motivation that is required to commit ourselves, to a total transformation in the life of a total stranger?  But, somewhere along the way, we believe that there will be someone else who will step in, and give of themselves, to make this a reality of extreme proportions. The fact remains, that if we all felt that way….these projects would never get accomplished. We all seem to want to put that burden, on the backs of others. I think our mentality is similar to those who want to believe, that their lives will never be touched by cancer, untimely death, divorce, or the loss of a child. To ALL OTHER people….WE are the percentages that will live to see those tragedies come to pass. Our bodies are just the fleshly house to our  heart and soul. We must be willing sacrifice our time and devotion, to give to the needs of others. This will strengthen our bodies, mind and souls to bring glory to You, God. One selfless act at a time.

To partake in the vision,  that must join framers, sheet rock installers, painters, designers, cleaning crews, and a multitude of other volunteers together to make this dream a reality, they must have full cooperation and commitment without fail. It is heartwarming to see so many, work with enthusiasm to make miracles happen for another, yet receive absolutely no financial compensation, or glory, for their hard work. I realize that the television personalities that star on this series are rewarded with monetary gain, but, there are hundreds, of behind-the-scenes men and women who are just there to help a family who is at their breaking point. I commend each and every one of them for their devotion to making dreams come true.

I am curious though, as to how much could be accomplished in the same amount of time, with individuals willing to travel and give of themselves physically and financially, to the greatest cause that affects our entire world. God, we need an Extreme Makeover-Spiritual Edition. Your love and the words of the scripture have the ability to transform lives for an eternal purpose, not just a temporary home. While four walls that protect us from the elements are essential to every human being, we must acknowledge that we house the heart and soul that requires protection from sin and the snares that can bring us into the darkness that separates us from You, Christ.

I pray, that perhaps each one of us, will be inspired to have a Spiritual Awakening that catches on across American, then spreads to each and every continent on the planet. We have the capabilities to reach into the farther most regions of earth. This simply we not possible just decades ago. We can communicate and share the gospel with those who are destined to be spiritually homeless, unless we care enough to make extreme changes, to save each of them. Having a makeover of substantial proportions can transform the lives of an extreme population living without You, Christ. If we are to visualize,  how much a physical dwelling place, can mean to one family….then must be diligent in striving to find all possibly means to reach those who require a change of heart. To find those who are willing to build a life based on the principle faith that firmly cements our lives together with the spirit of Christ.

A broken heart, just as a brokendown home, needs to be demolished. It needs a fresh start on solid ground with all the proper materials to begin again. The shingles and gutters that are decaying with sin, need to be hauled away.  We can shed the guilt, shame and heartache that are the support beams of Satan’s influence. Then we can rebuilt on the solid rock foundation, that IS Jesus Christ. 

 The show allows the families to go on a luxury vacation, and  finally relax, knowing that when they return home, their worries are just distant memories. This same concept is true for those who are imprisoned by the bondage that sin takes in their lives. By receiving the message of God’s grace and forgiveness, they can receive the luxury that comes with finally casting all their cares upon You, Lord. There is no place on earth, not even Disney World, that will bring the happiness and peace that only a spiritual makeover can provide.

Thank You, Lord, for making me understand that we all have a tremendous job to do. We are volunteer’s every single day of the week. We can truly make a life changing alteration in the spiritual life of someone who is otherwise, destined for a lifetime of darkness and despair. You are the creator, the designer, the framer,  and especially–the clean up crew to each Extreme Makeover: Spiritual Edition. You weren’t afraid to live life in a fleshly form, and be put to death for us. You designed us to walk in freedom and live a life of extreme miracles.

They may shout..”Move that Bus”….But, I will shout “Move that Mountain”! For with faith, the size of a mustard seed- we can change our lives, and the lives of the Spiritually challenged everywhere…..- by our desires of an EXTREME MAKEOVER- SPIRITUAL EDITION.

I guess there’s just one more thing left to say…….Welcome home God’s family…..Welcome home!

Gina

Dear God, The Deep End of The Ocean

Dear God,

Is it fear of the unknown that makes us wonder exactly why we must know that terra firma is steadfast underfoot? I can recall, as a small child being a bit skittish of the deep waters that summoned us for refreshment, in the hot, summer sun. I recall the first time that I tred the murky waters of the ocean on a summer vacation. Gently wading in, as the powerful waves crashed against the shoreline. I would look down into the receding waters to find the perfect shells. Only, to watch them be retracted back to the newfound wonders of this discovery. I felt a certain calmness when I stood on the sand filled beach. I knew that I was safe and sound, and could watch with great wonder at this creation that seemed to go on forever in my view. But, as I dare to step back into the water’s edge, I knew that my foothold would be loosened, and I would be at the merciful strength that this gentle giant possessed, and it’s undertow could pull me under in a matter of seconds.

This is perhaps only a simile to the wonders of Your strength, God. For how often have I thought that I had such a strong and stable footing in my life, only to attempt navigation in my own direction, that led me too far into an ocean of darkness. We must remember that there is only one that walks on water. Only one who calms the stormy seas. Only one who speaks to the land and sky, and knows that they will indeed obey.  While my childhood is as typical, as so many others, I suppose that I have always viewed things from a different perspective. Always wondering why things had to be the way they were. Always so much more curious about life’s idiosyncrasies. I want answers to the questions that many just take for granted. You have given me such a hunger for reasoning and purpose to understand why man must make the choices that put him in harm’s way.

I want to look beyond the physical and emotional sides of life’s perspective. I want to search the deep end of the ocean.

Scientist have determined that we have only discovered a minute percentage of the vast waters that cover earth’s surface. It was determined that the Mariana trench, that is located in the Pacific ocean is perhaps the very deepest point of the waters that cover our world. They estimated that it could have a maximum depth of 35, 840 feet. That is amazing to imagine that magnitude of depth. A British naval vessel, which was named the “Challenger II” was sent to survey the actual  trench in 1951. After the expedition, the deepest part of the trench was so aptly named “Challenger Deep”.  As fitting as with all exploration, another crew was sent in 1960 in the “Trieste”, which was successful in reaching the bottom of the cavernous trench, and was manned by a crew of only two men. I can only imagine the sphere of emotions that overtook those brave explorers as their vessel dove deeper and deeper into the icy blue waters. I thank you, God, for giving us the courage and the intelligence to explore the creation that You simply spoke into existence. Man could never fully appreciate all the wonders that Your love has in store for us when we reach the corridors of heaven. Since much of the ocean and it’s seemingly endless bottom, remains unmapped and unexplored, we can strive to discover with great enthusiasm, what images will await us, with the use of future technology. It’s hard to believe that 15 years ago a global image was taken that featured underwater formations larger than 6.2 miles.  We could only rely on images based on gravitational distortions of nearby sea surfaces then. I can’t wait to see what we will discover in the coming generation. The field of cryptozoology is intrigued with the possibility of teems of undocumented sea life that await our discovery. I too, am anxious to learn what was created and has survived for thousands of years, without the disturbance of mankind’s interference.

We must remember that man can not survive without water. We must rely on the oceans of the world to supply us with energy, with nutrients, with nourishment, and with life itself. Your amazing creation of the depth of the ocean is only one small integral facet of Your diety. I am in awe of Your creations and the vast intricacy’s that make us our world. Man can only see what has been discovered to date. The Ocean is so illusive to us. We have explored land and have polluted it and taken control of ownership. Yet, the ocean is like a freedom that belongs to You alone. I know that man has bartered and laid claims to the mapping of its geographical locations. But, there is something so mystic and peaceful about the deep blue waters that man can only dream of fully discovering. I belive that Your return will occur long before we have the intelligence to delve deep enough to discover all the secrets that lie beneath those waves of wonder that allude us.

You have given us the assurance that when we are fully repentant of our sins, that You will separate them as far as the east is to the west. As deep as the ocean is–our sins our cast away and forgotten by the one who died for each of them. Truly we are blessed among all living creatures. For we were created in Your image. You became flesh, so that we might choose willingly to accept Your free gift of salvation.  I am blessed beyond measure, that among all of the fascinating creatures that were formed during those six miraculous days….that mankind was chosen to walk in accordance with Your will and Your ways. We are the reason that You bled, and died, and rose again. We might wonder about what lies beneath the waters that cover so much of our world. But, we needn’t wonder who is responsible for its greatness. We need not question why we are here. We need to never second guess who loved us enough to know the depths of the ocean…..yet carefully orchestrate the waters to flow to a shoreline.  A beginning for man to interpret where to start our journey of discovery. We must begin gently, as a child tip-toes into the shallow waters that seem so delicate and curious. Then, as we wonder and grow with  purpose and intention, we wade deeper and deeper into the unknown. We must be ready for the world, like the riptide, in its attempt to drag us under. We must be ready to swim, and know that You are there to ensure our safety and security. The deep end of the ocean is full of mystery, but the creator that sustains that mystery, is a God who knows the answers to all life’s questions.

To my King, whose heart is deeper than the ocean floor,

Gina

Dear God, The Power of WORDS

Dear God,

If we were to search, for all the tools of this world, that seem to have the authority to change our lives….the most used, yet the most unsuspected, would be the power of – ”WORDS.”

What seemingly appears to be such an innocent part of our character, can unwittingly relay to others, the type of person that we truly are on the inside. If we are careless and thoughtless with our speech, then we can hurt those whom we communicate with. If we are thoughtful and caring in how we speak to others, then we have an opportunity to share our love, faith, and Christian testimony with them. I have often in my life, wished that I could retract certain conversations. How often did I allow my emotions to control what I would say about someone, or a situation, without giving it careful forethought? Not enough, I can admit that. It is only by Your grace, that I can learn from past mistakes and grow in my Christian walk. Your Words are the pathways to my journey ahead.

I believe that we often tend to speak without care of consequence. Of all the tools used in our everyday arsenal, our words are the most powerful and the most utilized. Yet, we still don’t stop to consider the effect that our words will have on those we bombard them with. We start our day with words and continue to communicate with family, friends, co-workers, and even complete strangers. So often, we use them without a single forethought,  and we tend to forget just how life changing our words can become. Wars were begun, and ended by the use of them. We tend to think that it is the artillery, and the nuclear, biological, and chemical warfare that we must dread the most. But the reality is, that we must conscientiously accept that a peace initiative, begun by the use of WORDS is often the beginning efforts to avoid bloody battles. If mankind were able to subdue his own inner desire for power and control, then perhaps we would not always need the efforts of the aforementioned tools of destruction.

I have come to understand, that even as an infant, we are transformed as human beings by the words that are spoken to us. If our parents are positive thinkers, and use verbal communication to relay to us that we are worthy, and are an important part of our family unit, then we grow up with the mindset that we are capable to accomplish great things in life. But, if we are influenced by negative words, and are told that we are stupid, or invaluable to others, then we grow up feeling that we are no longer an important part of society and it derails our unitive to strive to accomplish our goals in life.  The foster care system is full to the brim of youngsters that were told, from a very young age that they simply didn’t matter to society. Most of them come from extremely dysfunctional homes, where physical, emotional, and sexual abuse are a part of everyday life. I have seen first hand how this affects these children. I am always deeply struck by the-almost non-existent form of self-esteem that every single one of these children lack. Most will tell you that they were verbally abused from childhood. They were battered with fists, but those marks eventually healed. It is the battering of WORDS that leave marks that will simply never disappear. They linger in the hearts and minds of us all. We are all effected, either good or bad, with the words that are spoken to us during our lifetime. We can choose to ignore the words that hurt us and demean our charactor. But, we can also choose to listen to the words that inspire us, and bring us to the understanding that we can do all things through Christ who strengthens us. Philippians 4:13

Your Holy Word is the key to finding answers about why we are here. The scripture  is Your way of communicating with us and speaking to our hearts in a way that no man will ever be capable of doing. If we are willing to think…before we speak..then we are taking control of our most valuable human asset. Our language, our vocabulary, our words are more powerful than our physical bodies. If we had absolutely certainty that we could change the course of a child’s life, forever, by communicating God’s love to them, then why would we ever consider another option? This is precisely why we  are seeing the moral decay in the world right now. America uses freedom of speech, as a shield to prevent the backlash of the results of their fiery tongue. We are so fortunate to have this right–yet we utilize it so carelessly. It appears as though we want to be able to say anything that we desire, yet when it has a negative effect on society, we run for cover. The words that inspired us to do good..the ten commandments…were removed from just about every government building. How can we expect a new generation to adhear to the law of God, when we remove it from their sight? This is such a tearful reminder that words are extremely powerful. I truly believe that  mankind is falling at such an accelerated rate in the moral race, that they are ashamed to admit that those same words, that were removed, had an impact like no other document displayed in the halls of buildings across this great land.

If the words of the prophets were taken with greater care and consideration today, we might be able to share the gospel more readily with the unsaved. For those of us, who have chosen to obey Your word and precepts, it has given us the vigilance to trust in those words with full confidence that we serve a risen Savior. Those words changed my life and my circumstances forever. The words of the bible can transform us from sinner, to a child of God. All simply, by speaking the words, “Father forgive me, I repent of my sins, and ask You to come into my heart and dwell there forevermore.” One short sentence can mean the difference between an eternity spent with Jesus, or an eternity of devastating horror.

 God, the love of Your Word has changed my life forever. It wasn’t by the picture’s that I viewed of you in Sunday School. No, it was by the words that You spoke directly to my heart. No one will ever convince me that words can’t save a life….or even end it. Unfortunately I have loved ones who ended their life here before their appointed time. I loved them so dearly and miss them everyday. Sometimes, I ask myself, could I have said something to change their mind? Could someone have spoken to them about You in a way, that would have altered their decision? I may never know the answer to that. But, I have the assurance that I serve a mighty God, and no matter what life brings our way, we can be sure that Your love is always enough. You love each one of us, as Your children. I have no doubt that You loved and also grieved those who left us early. God—–I ask that You give me the ability to share Your word with others in such a dynamic way, that others will never question the words of faith, trust, hope, peace and salvation-ever again! If I am given the opportunity to share my story of Your unfailing love, then I ask, ” If I must suffer, let it be for the greatest cause ever known..SALVATION.”

Your WORD……inspires My Words,

Gina”

Dear God, Symmetry in Motion

Dear God,

I believe that we have had just about a king size portion of snowfall lately. I can hardly believe the beauty that has fallen from the heavens the last few weeks. While so many have complained about the virtual halt that it has created in our lives, it  also creates such a lovely image of  one of Your most beautiful gifts to humanity.

It has been scientifically proven, that each and every snowflake is completely symmetrical. It is mind-boggling to try to understand that, when we can visually see  the enormous quantity and mass that is required to create almost three feet of snowfall.  If I stop and actually try to calculate how many individual snowflakes it takes to even make a dusting on the pavement, it makes this even more wonderous. I am always in complete amazement at Your ability to confound the human mind with Your imminent wonders. Your attention to the smallest detail in our lives is proof that nothing is without careful consideration in the hands that created our world and the atmosphere that surrounds us.

I began thinking about the relevance of this while admiring the white bliss the other morning. To see the thousands and thousands of flakes that fell from above, and to understand that each is an individual. It brought to mind the wonders of man, and how scientifically similar that we are to them. For with the discovery of DNA, we are able to interpret that every human being is composed of their own extremely unique DNA complexities. No other human being on the planet has the exact same  molecular structure as another person. This discovery has made huge advancements in the fields of medicine, technology, and in the field of criminology. DNA does not usually exist as a single molecule, but instead as a pair of molecules that are held tightly together.  These two long strands intertwine like vines, in the shape of a double helix.  How fitting is the verse in John 15:1 that states, “I am the vine, and you are the brances.” This is amazing to say the least. To understand that our bodies were made so vastly complex and yet, You created the first being out of the dust of the earth. This is just one more clarification that confirms Your diety. You take life and all of its complexities, and turn our choice for salvation into the most simplest of terms to understand. You have the wisdom to make all things possible, and we seem to turn the most minuscule circumstances into complicated catastrophes of understanding.

To imagine that each and every single snowflake that falls from the sky must have the exact atmospheric conditions to survive its flight to the ground is miraculous. Yet we often take for granted this event as just another day in our lives.  A day, that so many of us, consider to be an annoying  inconvenience. If a snowflake is cut directly in half, then the two sides are completely identical in size, shape, and pattern. Then to add that each has its own physical makeup of symmetry is thrilling to imagine. I can honestly see the similarities that come from this amazing discovery of symmetry in motion.

I have thought about how, just as each snowflake is completely individual by design, so is mankind. For the human body must be made up of the proper cellular properties to function and to thrive. Each one being their own completely individual structure, yet having the symmetry of every other anatomical physical body. Two eyes, two ears, two lips, two arms, two legs, two feet, two lungs, two kidneys,  and the list goes on. This is the phenomenal physical makeup of the human body. Each particle of iced water that forms into a flake, is completely individual as well. You have the ability to create man and our esthetics from basic carbons into beautiful creations. How could anyone wonder if life and creation are random acts of scientific anomaly?

 I watched outside my window at the winter wonderland, as it was being delicately constructed, and I looked at the heavens and could only wonder at how Your masterful mind must work. We are witness to the beauty that befalls us during the changing seasons. But, all to often, we tend to forget just how amazing those simple acts of beauty are created. I never want to forget how blessed I am to be a participant in this world. What so many view as a random act of weather anomaly, is actually, the very Spirit of our God giving us a glimpse into His majesty. One day we all will see the glorious kingdom, that is heaven. To many of us, we can’t begin to visualize the streets of gold, or the gates of pearls. For You, they are as homes and walkways are to us. We put our value in the wrong assets. If we could only realize that You have put exquisite detail into every aspect of our lives. We must start to realize that there is no random order to things that surround us in our daily lives. We must stop and enjoy, not just the beauty of the falling snow, but the amount of love and attention that each and every single flake must hold in importance to You. If You took the time to ensure that every drop of snow that falls to this earth is perfect, then how much more do You value the individual souls that are in jeopardy of falling into the traps of sin?

The snow falls with complete symmetry in motion. We must remember that man was made in the image of God. That we too are falling, and will continue to fall, until we accept the saving grace that only You can provide us with. You are the model by which we can strive to emulate. If Your design of man was not of great importance, then we would never know the joy that comes when we truly give our hearts to You. We can by the symmetry that You designed for Your children. We can live our lives, just as You did when You walked this earth, so long ago. You lived a sinless life, and gave us the directions and the tools to become Christlike. We are the fortunate ones. We have the visual map and the words of encouragement that direct us to Your heart.

I used to be so distraught by the fact that I looked different. I saw my sister’s as always being so beautiful, and myself, as just someone who should try to blend into the crowd. I often shed tears, knowing that I was teased for one reason or another about my appearance. I now understand that it is not about the physical appearance that holds any value or importance. But You see so much deeper into my heart. You know that I love You and want to make You proud of me. I want to serve You with a servant’s heart. I want to teach my children of the God who is so careful in the details of creation, yet Your only concern is for the inner heart of man. You could have chosen to make every person physically similar. You could have chosen to make each snowflake completely asymmetrical. But, You chose to bring individuality to mankind. You wanted us to choose You willingly. Having free will is an option that we can accept or simply leave behind. I can’t imagine anyone wanting to turn their backs on You. However, we see it every single day of our lives. Perhaps if we could just step back and enjoy the beauty and wonder that You give to us, then we would be more accepting to the gift that You offer. The ones that will change our destiny forever.

To understand the motion of a geometric figure that determines a one-to-one mapping onto itself is complex, yet it happens without the assistance of human engineering. We are totally unarmed with the intelligence that is required to make this a possibility. We can strive to create an alternate structure in the DNA of mankind, and someday that may be  a possibility that comes without moral conflict by those who want the control of humanity. But, for now, I am simply in awe of the ability that comes from a loving God who chose to die, so that one day I could enter this world. I am totally a product of my mother and father’s individual chromosomal makeup. But, able to allow my heart to choose whom I will serve. I have the option to love and honor someone whom I have never met, yet have fallen deeply in love with. God, You have given me a love to search and explore the wonders of this universe. I pray that when I reach my destination in heaven, that I may have the privilege to learn all of Your wonders and the specifics that aided in Your most miraculous creations. Until that day arrives, I will sit and watch in amazement as the sky is filled with majestic symmetry in motion.

Symmetry has been described as beauty of form arising from balanced proportions. Truly we can relate to the beauty that arose when mankind was formed to resemble the heart of our King. We strive for balance in all things, but we will truly reach our potential when we give our life and our souls in the pursuit of the God of perfection.

Gina